The Days Seem So Long,Then You Look Back And Wonder Where All The Time Went.

seriously so much is all happening at once,
kiri now has a boyf (L)
need to get me one of those,

school is manic, i lays feel like i have work to do,
and i usually do,
but i just dont do it,
and have come to the conclusion i will die if i fail anytihng,
i guess i best start accepting death soon then.

panic attacks in the form of emotional outburst's everynight,
bad times.

just not coping.

i find it so hard to admit to things,
i seriously hate talkin aobut my feelings
therefore i type it,
like this.
it makes me feel better omentarily,
thn everything comes back agian.

i do LOVE my girls tohugh,
seriously,
they are amazing,
and vair vair cliche but i dont know what i would do without them

noa dayss i result to dncing aroundmy front room with my 10 year old sister to gaga for an hour quite often.