Eight

well today couldt have started out a bit more misserablly, i woke up to a piercing alarm thinking it was a saturday, so i shut it off,
it wasnt a saturday, it was a tuesday, an average school day, so yes, i did sleep in until my mum came and woke me up only 30 minutes before i leave for school.
i miss the bus, so wait for the late one because im just that lazy,
everyone had their cervical cancer jabs today, i didnt.
but i dont want a needle in my arm for the rest of my life, which can happen, i know.
no im not asking for cancer, i will get it done, just not at school


then to start the shit up again, i went into maths to find my new so called perminant teacher in there, i cannot understand him, he is like one of those preacher people, it is scary, one subject im sure to fail.
but you know to really top off myschool day was getting my science chemistry mock back and seeing
TOTAL= 8
whoa, i just laughed. in embarresment.
i didnt think i had done amazingly anyway, but not as bad as that, i mean a fucking U grade. not good. so once again, another subject im sure to fail.


whe i got home i made myself pancakes to make me happy again, to my mum coming in and telling me im not trying hard enough,
i dont think anyone realises just how upset i get when im told that,
she obviously doesnt.
i told her writing this was revising for english on thursday as i am writing to describe, id like to think she beleived me but i know she didnt.

just cant wauit for the weekend, i am going out no matter how much i get screwed at, because im "never in" and its like i "make plans just not to see you". dick.